what if...

what if i'd never met you, the day you saw us on the way to we hadn't known yet?
what if we hadn't come with you and your friends?
what if we'd never had the chance to talk?
what if you hadn't noticed my intelligence?
what if we hadn't come to know each other?
what if we hadn't fallen in love?
what if i'd quit after the first crisis?
what if we hadn't started again?
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i'd still be lonely.
still cold.
still the one on the fringes.
i'd still have no real life, only going through the motions society expects.
still dream of things i'd never expected to happen.
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i'd still be without you

pink...

uahh, forgive me for saying this, but i hate pink.
NO, not the singer! she's great! the color! i can't understand why there are women who want every damn thing they own to be pink. bright pink. i mean, it hurts your eyes just to look at them. ok, i'm a woman as well, but in my entire closet, there's only one (!) piece in pink. and i couldn't avoid it, either, 'cause it was part of a three-piece set of shirts i bought.
and what's worse, please excuse my whispering, it looks good on me...
hey, all you ladies in pink out there, what about taking a good look at the other colors that exist? there are so damn beautiful shades of them, how about that? i mean, there's red, blue, green, purple, yellow, and so very many shades in between. please do our eyes a favor and try out some of them, for a change!

my soul

with your coming, my life started

i couldn't believe it was finally me

to whom these things happened

for a short time, you felt like heaven

like my destiny, everything i had ever hoped for,

and more

i was so foolish.

now there's a wound in my soul

so deep, so painful,

wanting to tear me apart

but i can't let it show

and i can't let go...

i refuse to be weak

refuse to give up,

myself, and us

refuse to accept loneliness

you made me forget the feeling

at least for a while

our beautiful summer has come to an end

now starts the rain

i'm cold, wet, shivering...

but in spite of all

you're the warmth

that can make the cold go away

the rain stop

and our summer reappear

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though the wound will leave a scar

that will never vanish from my soul

pfrr...

sorry, nothing new today, i'm far too lazy to think of anything...

No.5

and now, what a surprise, the fifth language i can speak. no one would have guessed which one it was, would they? ok, actually it's the first foreign language i started to learn, and i must say, i like it. it's not as looping and elaborate as french, more fluid and easier to pronounce than german, and more tranquil than spanish, although it's not as comfortable as bavarian, which, for me, anyway, takes first place in the ranking. but it's a close second.
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this was......... english!!!!!

No. 4

nun folgt ein kleiner post in deutsch, meiner zweiten muttersprache. ich muss aber fast sagen, dass ich jede andere sprache meiner, zugegeben, kleinen und übersichtlichen tabelle bevorzuge. warum? hmm, wahrscheinlich weil sich alle anderen sprachen, die ich kenne, besser anhören und schreiben lassen. deutsch ist einfach umständlich. und darüber hinaus, extrem kompliziert. mir tun all diejenigen leid, die es sich antun, diese sprache zu erlernen. doch gleichzeitig mein aufrichtiger respekt für die, die durchhalten und dann sogar im täglichen leben etwas verstehen können. hut ab!

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this was german.

No. 3

buenos días!
ahora quiero charlar sobre el tema de las idiomas diferentes. estudio esta lengua desde hace un ano, y por eso puedo decir que conozco el carácter de ella, pero ya tengo algunos problemas con las palabras y la gramática. perdoname, por favor. como he dicho, las idiomas todas tienen cosas en común y cosas que son diferentes. y por eso pienso que son tan interesante para aprender.
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this was spanish, without certain accents 'cause they're not supported by my keyboard.